"tobesureyoudid,"hecried。"why,iaintsichaninfernal露bberafterall。icansee,canti?ivetriedmyfling,ihave,andivelost,anditsyouhasthewindofme。northinlet?why,ihaventnochice,noti!idhelpyousailheruptoexecutiondock,byt混der!soiwould。"
well,asitseemedtome,therewassomesenseinthis。westruckourbargainonthespot。inthreeminutesihadthehispaniolasailingeasilybeforethewindalongthecoastoftreasureisland,withgoodhopesofturningthenorthernpointerenoonandbeadownagainasfarasnorthinletbeforehighwater,whenwemightbeachhersafelyandwaittillthesubsidingtidepermittedustoland。
thenilashedthetillerandwentbelowtomyownchest,whereigotasoftsilkhandkerchiefofmythers。withthis,andwithmyaid,handsboundupthegreatbleedingstabhehadreceivedinthethigh,andafterhehadeatenalittleandhadaswallowortworeofthebrandy,hebegantopickupvisibly,satstraighterup,spokelouderandclearer,andlookedineverywayanotherman。
thebreezeservedusadmirably。weskimmedbeforeitlikeabird,thecoastoftheislandflashingbyandtheviewchangingeveryminute。soonwewerepastthehighlandsandbowlingbesidelow,sandycountry,sparselydottedwithdwarfpines,andsoonwewerebeyondthatagainandhadturnedthecorneroftherockyhillthatendstheislandonthenorth。
iwasgreatlyelatedwithmynewmand,andpleasedwiththebright,sunshinyweatherandthesedifferentprospectsofthecoast。ihadnowplentyofwaterandgoodthingstoeat,andmyconscience,whichhadsmittenmehardformydesertion,wasquietedbythegreatconquestihadmade。ishould,ithink,havehadnothingleftmetodesirebutfortheeyesofthecoxswainastheyfollowedmederisivelyaboutthedeckandtheoddsmilethatappearedcontinuallyonhisface。itwasasmilethathadinitsomethingbothofpainandweakness—ardoldmanssmile;buttherewas,besidesthat,agrainofderision,ashadowoftreachery,inhisexpressionashecraftilywatched,andwatched,andwatchedmeatmywork。
chapter26israelhands
hewind,servingustoadesire,nowhauledintothewest。wecouldrunsomuchtheeasierfromthenorth-eastcorneroftheislandtotheuthofthenorthinlet。only,aswehadnopowertoanchoranddarednotbeachhertillthetidehadflowedagooddealfarther,time混gonourhands。thecoxswaintoldmehowtolaytheshipto;eeded,andwebothsatinsilenceoveranothermeal。
"capn,"saidheatlengthwiththatsameunfortablesmile,"heresmyoldshipmate,obrien;sposeyouwastoheavehiverboard。iaintparticlarasarule,andidonttakenoblameforsettlinghishash,butidontreckonhirnamentalnow,doyou?"
"imnotstrongenough,andidontlikethejob;andtherehelies,forme,"saidi。
"thisheresanun露ckyship,thishispaniola,激m,"hewenton,blinking。"theresapowerofmenbeenkilledinthishispaniola—asightopoorseamendeadandgonesinceyouandmetookshiptobristol。ineverseensichdirty露ck,noti。therewasthishereobriennow—hesdead,ainthe?wellnow,imnoscholar,andyourealadascanreadandfigure,andtoputitstraight,doyoutakeitasadeadmanisdeadforgood,ordoheealiveagain?"
"youcankillthebody,mr。hands,butnotthespirit;youmustknowthatalready,"ireplied。"obrienthereisinanotherworld,andmaybewatchingus。"
"ah!"sayshe。"well,thatsunfortnate—appearsasifkillingpartieswasawasteoftime。howsomever,sperritsdontreckonformuch,bywhativeseen。illchanceitwiththesperrits,激andnow,youvespokeupfree,andilltakeitkindifyoudstepdownintothattherecabinandgetmea—well,a—shivermytimbers!icanthitthenameont;well,yougetmeabottleofwine,激m—thisherebrandystoostrongformyhead。"
now,thecoxswainshesitationseemedtobeunnatural,andasforthenotionofhispreferringwiobrandy,ientirelydisbelievedit。thewholestorywasapretext。hewantedmetoleavethedeck—somuchwasplain;butwithwhatpurposeicouldinnowayimagine。hiseyesnevermetmine;theykeptwanderingtoandfro,upanddown,nowwithalooktothesky,lanceuponthedeadobrien。allthetimehekeptsmilingandputhistongueoutinthestguilty,embarrassedmanner,sothatachildcouldhavetoldthathewasbentonsomedeception。iwaspromptwithmyanswer,however,forisawwheremyadvantagelayandthatwithafellowsodenselystupidicouldeasilyconcealmysuspicionstotheend。
"somewine?"isaid。"farbetter。willyouhavewhiteorred?"
"well,ireckonitsabouttheblessedsametome,shipmate,"hereplied;"soitsstrong,andplentyofit,whatstheodds?"
"allright,"ianswered。"illbringyouport,mr。hands。butillhavetodigforit。"
withthatiscuttleddownthepanionwithallthenoiseicould,slippedoffmyshoes,ranquietlyalongthesparredgallery,untedtheforecastleladder,andpoppedmyheadoutoftheforepanion。iknewhewouldnotexpecttoseemethere,yetitookeveryprecautionpossible,andcertainlytheworstofmysuspicionsprovedtootrue。
hehadrisenfromhispositiontohishandsandknees,andthoughhislegobviouslyhurthimprettysharplywhenheved—foricouldhearhimstifleagroan—yetitwasatagood,rattlingratethathetrailedhimselfacrossthedeck。inhalfaminutehehadreachedtheportscuppersandpicked,outofacoilofrope,alongknife,orratherashortdirk,discolouredtothehiltwithblood。helookeduponitforament,thrusforthhisunderjaw,triedthepointuponhishand,andthen,hastilyconcealingitinthebosofhisjacket,trundledbackagainintohisoldplaceagainstthebulwark。
thiswasallthatirequiredtoknow。israelcouldveabout,hewasnowarmed,andifhehadbeenatsomuchtroubletogetridofme,itwasplainthatiwasmeanttobethevictiwhathewoulddoafterwards—whetherhewouldtrytocrawlrightacrosstheislandfromnorthinlettothecampangtheswampsorwhetherhewouldfirelongtom,trusthathisownradesmightefirsttohelphim—was,ofcourse,rethanicouldsay。
yetifeltsurethaticouldtrusthiminonepoint,sinceinthatourinterestsjumpedtogether,andthatwasinthedispositionoftheschooner。webothdesiredtohaveherstrandedsafeenough,inashelteredplace,andsothat,whenthetimecame,shecouldbegotoffagainwithaslittlelabouranddangerasmightbe;anduntilthatwasdoneiconsideredthatmylifewouldcertainlybespared。
whileiwasthusturningthebusinessoverinmymind,ihadnotbeenidlewithmybody。ihadstolenbacktothecabin,slippedoncereintomyshoes,andlaidmyhandatrandonabottleofwine,andnow,withthisforanexcuse,imademyreappearanceonthedeck。
handslayasihadlefthim,allfallentogetherinabundleandwithhiseyelidsloweredasthoughheweretooweaktobearthelight。helookedup,however,atmying,knockedtheneckoffthebottlelikeamanwhohaddohesamethingoften,andtookagoodswig,withhisfavouritetoastof"heres露ck!"thenhelayquietforalittle,andthen,o,edmetocuthimaquid。
"cutmeajunkothat,"sayshe,"forihaventnoknifeandhardlystrengthenough,sobeasihad。ah,激m,激m,ireckonivemissedstays!cutmeaquid,aslllikelybethelast,lad,forimformylonghome,andnomistake。"
"well,"saidi,"o,butifiwasyouandthoughtmyselfsobadly,iwouldgotomyprayerslikeachristianman。"
"why?"saidhe。"now,youtellmewhy。"
"why?"icried。"youwereaskingmejustnowaboutthedead。youvebrokenyourtrust;youvelivedinsinandliesandblood;theresamanyoukilledlyingatyourfeetthisment,andyouaskmewhy!forgodsmercy,mr。hands,thatswhy。"
ispokewithalittleheat,thinkingofthebloodydirkhehadhiddeninhispocketanddesigned,inhisillthoughts,toendmewith。he,forhispart,tookagreatdraughtofthewineandspokewiththestunusualsolemnity。
"forthirtyyears,"hesaid,"ivesailedtheseasandseengoodandbad,betterandworse,fairweatherandfoul,provisionsrunningout,knivesgoing,andwhatnot。well,nowitellyou,ineverseengoodeogoodnessyet。himasstrikesfirstismyfancy;deadmendontbite;themsmyviews—amen,sobeit。andnow,youlookhere,"headded,suddenlychanginghistone,"wevehadaboutenoughofthisfoolery。thetidesmadegoodenoughbynow。youjusttakemyorders,capnhawkins,andwellsailslapinandbedonewithit。"
alltold,wehadscarcetwomilestorun;butthenavigationwasdelicate,theentrancetothisnorthernanchoragewasnotonlynarrowandshoal,butlayeastandwest,sothattheschoonermustbenicelyhandledtobegotin。ithinkiwasagood,promptsubaltern,andiamverysurethathandswasanexcellentpilot,forwewentaboutandaboutanddodgedin,shavingthebanks,withacertaintyandaneatnessthatwereapleasuretobehold。